8.35. hearing my own heart.

Love.
sometimes seems real.
sometimes bring happiness.
sometimes unpredictable.
sometimes miserable.
sometimes out of control.
sometimes impossible.
sometimes easy.
sometimes hard to find.
sometimes rotten.
sometimes absurd.
sometimes untouchable.
sometimes genuine.
sometimes numb.
sometimes silly.
sometimes complicated.
sometimes blind.
sometimes retarded.


sometimes...
UNREQUITED.

and

most of times ...

hurts.

dream a little dream of me

Dreams are free, so free your dreams.

Astrid Alauda


The world needs dreamers and the world needs doers.
But above all, the world needs dreamers who do.

dreamer.
i am a big dreamer.


i remember, someone told me that i am such a loser who have lots of unreachable and impossible dreams.
well, i believe that every successful stories begin with a little dream.
dream about your future, dream about your life, dream about everything.
one thing that you don't have to spent even one single penny is DREAM.

in our childhood, we used to dream about princess, castles, heroes, extraordinary abilities, etc.
then, we've started to realize that those are not real, and we've made another realistic dream.
and voila!
i'm not saying that every dreams will come true.
but with effort, believe, courage, discipline anything will come true, right?

now
i keep reminding myself about my dream!
my dream job, dream home, dream family, dream..
dream..

i know, i need to wake up and reach my dreams.
i realize.
i will do my best to fulfill my dreams.

dreaming is not a crime, guys!
i assure you.

have a plenty of dreams, guys.

let's dream
and see you at London Eye *wink*

perfect ending

there's a beginning, but also there's an ending.

beginning.

every beginning starts with awkwardness, doubt, lack of commitment, etc.
it's hard. bloody hard. prepared anything by ourselves.
time after time.
all those rehearsals,
laugh,
tears,
sweat,
energy,
money,
efforts,
turned into joy and love.

everything was worthwhile!
we became a very great clan.


ending.

well, like i said before.
there's a beginning, but there's also an ending...

it's like a perfect ending for us.
perfect ending to begin another story of us.
story of a friendships.

love you all my ANASTASIA-clan
thank you so much for everything that we've been through together.
it's such an honor to be your Stage Manager, guys.
love you all.


let's find our JOURNEY TO THE FUTURE....