p a s s i o n s

Chase down your passion like it's the last bus of the night.

Glade Byron Addams

music

photography

design

writing

say it with music.
because music represent my soul
i sing, i play, i communicate every single note, each chord, and line.
blend into words, not sing, but talk with music.

reminisce with photograph.
photography represent my idealism
how i see the world
how i love this life
how i really want to capture every moment in every second of life.

express it with design.
design represent my brain.
working with colors, channel, plate, lighting.
what a great challenge.

whisper it with writing.
writing represent my heart
each chosen words, phrase and rhyme arranged together
interpret what my mouth can't say.


call it : passions
.

... and a little prayer

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.

Author Unknown

dec, 18th 00.00
black out
and here i am, lying on the sheet.
wondering.
thinking.
wishing.
and close my eyes.
enter the world of dream.

dec, 18th 05.00
ordinary morning.
i hope time will travel slow today.

dec,18th 10.30
walk out from home.
i enjoy every step, every view.
i feel lonely, but free.
smell the air, feel the heat.
i wish i could freeze the time.
alone.
thinking.

dec, 18th 11.30
the point of having friend beside you is it what makes you a human-being.
at some point, alone would be better,
but have a company would be best.
once again.
it depends on the needed.

dec, 18th 12.00
waiting.
what i hate the most, but it's what i do the most.
waiting.
we -human- will always spend our lives for waiting.

dec, 18th 18.45
advice:
never have an eye-contact with a "lady-boy"

dec, 18th 19.45
i believe we can!
better, and let's show them what's the best from us!

dec, 18th 23.00
there's a beginning and always there's an ending.
alone.
and i'm all alone.

dec, 18th. 23.55
homed.
thank you for those pre-21.

dec,19th. 00.00
it starts with a warm kiss from the-woman-that-i-loved-the-most.

dec, 19th. 00.05
t w e n t y o n e y e a r s o l d.
little prayer:

god,
i'm thankful for every breath, every step, every move, every second that i have been through
i'm grateful for people around me, all those love and kindness, smile and embrace, tears and laugh.
i'm happy for chances that You have given me, through good times and bad times.
i'm excited to make another plans and fulfill my dreams.
i'm trying to be a better person. make a right move.
i believe that You have already set another story of my life, next step next journey to be through.
and i'm asking for Your guide, strenght and wisdom to live this life.
thank you.
amen.

191209 : 21

Because time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year: The same energy that God invested in you at birth is present once again.

Menachem Mendel Schneerson

i do love birthday.
since i was a kid, i used to feel excited to meet this particular date...

december, 19th.


but this year, i don't know why, i almost forgot my own birthday.
i didn't think about it, not excited, didn't prepare anything .
maybe it because of the age! hahahah
age talks, baby.
and, i think all those stuffs that i have to run also make this worst.

my point is i was totally didn't care about it.

but, i think i was wrong.

when my friends gave me a sweet surprise it made me realize that

" today is not an ordinary day! it is a day when i should celebrate, fill with love, cheers, laughs. and it is the time to re-build my plans, dreams. it is a wonderful time! it is my day!"

and that number!
ha!

t w e n t y o n e y e a r s o l d

for me, it is just a number.
If you don't mind, it doesn't matter!!

hahaha.

never missed your moment, fella!


i am a happy-birthday-girl.

where are you christmas???

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

-where are you Christmas-

December,
is my favorite month of the year.
not only because i have a special moment in this month, but it's Christmas, for God's sake.
and i am really into Christmas.

actually, i love the preparation, the decoration, and the most important is i love the spirit of Christmas.
cheers, love, laughs, thrill. ooh! what a month!

but.
yeah.
there's a but..

i don't know why, BUT, i don't really feel the atmosphere of Christmas in this year.
perhaps it's because i have "too many" things to do!
and i just don't realize that today is 9 days to Christmas!

please.
Christmas comes around.
bring back the laughter, joy and happiness.


please.